For the last few weeks and months I've felt like I never have any free time. Every day is work, every weekend is obligations - whether with family or friends. I've approached everything with the mindset of "get it over with" and come January I can relax. Well, here I am on December 29th and I'm already dreading what I know will be a few quiet, boring months ahead. I also know that I'll make the annual resolution list of losing weight and working out, putting some money into savings while chipping away at my credit card bills....problem is I never seem to stick to anything. Story of my life. The eat right/work out thing will last a few weeks before I go back to my old ways. I'll try not to smoke anymore but find myself with a cigarette in hand before the month of January is over. And while I did manage to save a decent amount of money in 2006 I also managed to charge way more than I intended. I wonder if I'll ever change or if this will be a pattern that continues throughout my life. Maybe its because nothing ever changes in my life. I've been, for the most part, single and living alone for many years. Maybe I need some outside influence to stir things up.
OK, no more Debbie Downer. I have Jarrett coming to spend the weekend with me starting tomorrow and I gotta make sure its a fuckin kick ass weekend. Its not only New Years Eve on Sunday but thats also Jarrett's birthday. Hopefully the next time I write on here I'll have some crazy tales of debauchery.